Does this make sense -friendships?

the only thing which matters to u is yourself.u take others company for selfish motives like to earn status.you r happy as long as u r liked by others .you r probably overwhelmed with jealousy, pride arrogance and above all your ego is the one to b blamed.u r concerned about reaching perfection your lines.u also don't like that others rivalising you.you like others to care for u but u r not ready to do this for others or u just pretend to do this if you r sure that you will b repaid in whatever manner for it